I knew a bi-polar person. OK, manic-depressive. Pick your label. Not a relative.
Very nice person. Their med's generally seemed to work OK. Dead now. No, it wasn't a gun.
Shocked EVERYONE. They all said "I can't believe they'd do THAT". I said that too.
Sir, you have responsibilities to meet before you can start buying things you WANT. Like your own home for your family. If you gotta bust caps, borrow one of your cousins or rent once in a while. You are in no position that justifies the expense or hassle. Sorry. Maybe later .